Feeling ill :(

Feeling ill today :( always the worse days! :( There's nothing worse than pushing yourself to cope with something day in day out that is close to unbearable. It breaks my heart. I pray that soon I will finally get some help. Here's a clip so you can understand what I go through on a daily basis. My condition is actually a lot worse than how it is described in this video. :(
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WNMa3lNcdfk



Sickness comes on horseback but departs on foot.  ~Dutch Proverb, sometimes attributed to William C. Hazlitt